I hate this grief
That’s deep inside
It tears me up
And I can’t hide
The pain that cuts
Me through and through
I want to ask
What to do
But know from past
It won’t always
Be this tense
Hang on and wait
Ride it out
I will learn
What it’s about
But this is hard
What I am in
What I need
Is a next of kin
Who understands
What’s going on
And doesn’t judge
Me right or wrong
I see it now
This is the way
The feelings lifted
I like this day.